Saturday, April 18, 2009

spring has SPRUNG

Spring is finally here! Thank you Lord. I'm so sick of winter and cold and being stuck in the house; I bet a bunch of people can agree with me that winter causes depression. Sitting at home getting stir crazy, it's so cold nothing makes you warm, it feels like those three months from December to Mid-March are SO LONG. At school March is the longest month of all, no breaks, no snow days, no holidays or days off. Come April everyone's estatic for a week off and some refreshing weather. As I write this I'm sitting outside and taking in the sun. Girlfriend over here needs a tan because these winter months have made me whiter than Casper, ha! I know that since I'm a teenager there are many things in life I don't know about yet but I've found myself questioning a lot lately. Like how do we stand on earth without falling off; kinda creepy if you sit there and force yourself to think about. Well, I'm going to leave you a picture of how crazy my hair looks right now, a result of not doing anything to it. I showered and went to bed last night; here are the results. :)



Yesterday it hit 70 degrees so I went to the beach with my sisters best friend. My sisters away at college and her best friends faily is just like a second family.



Now I"m gonan go in a take a shower and do that "Beaver" hair.


xoxo

Thursday, April 16, 2009

yeah, i'm really gonna try

Okayy.....so I haven't blogged since Valentines day..I"ve been on the internet every single day I just haven't blogged because well lets see. School, I became a woman, and regular teenage stuff. Since I first got my period last month I've felt so balanced. My anxiety has minimized and I just feel good. Except when I eat sugar. Holy moly can I tell you; I just had ice cream and I feel so jittery like a billion miles per hour so tomorrow I'm going to go back to eatting healthy. My best friend who moved to Florida in sixth grade came to visit this Thursday-Tuesday. I love her so much and her family is my second family. I spent the whole weekend with her and when she went to visit other friends I stayed with her mom and brother. Love them so much!


That's my best friend and her brother Vaughn being silly before church on Easter Sunday! They make me feel so calm and relaxed I love it. I came home and was so sad that they were going back to Florida so I"ve pretty much just been on the computer, taking pictures of myself, going to the grocery store, hahahaha. Right now I'm watching 13 going on 30 and it's such a feel good movie. Tonight before bed I'm going to watch The Secret Life of Bees, I hear it's amazing.

Xoxox